Michaela
A life washed away in cold creek waters
For two lovers that had been deceived, a wedding
Uniting in the strangest possible way
Numerous pews empty
Like the invisible occupants hearts
I wont allow myself to die. inside nor out
To your unkindness, I am immortal
We unite together, now and forever
My wedding my way
My dress will be black and my face will be white
I once believe I would die alone
With my eyes to heavy to open, My ears to worn out to hear
My tounge would turn to ash in my mouth
The chance to have children would be eaten away by depressed
parasites hiding their feelings inside me.
I will rise above. I wont hate you, I wont prey you to fall ill
But I will watch you fall apart with the memory of me
all around your head.
When you reach the place I once was,
you will have nothing of me. but the scent of my perfume
when you pass me, you will have to sight of me but a mere
glimpse of my satisfied smile.
I am happy, I am happy not being you
I am me, not my mother or my father.
I am me, i created myself, I am what I am
I will not change myself of whom i love
to make someone who had my past in their arms happy.
This is my future, no one holds my present of future but pehden,
Gabriel, Noel, and myself.
My smile and voice will ring through your eyes
as a reminder that i am happy with or without you.

Jabberwocky 1901 by Michaela Ingram

I can hear the harp through the walls under the earth of bubbles
My eyelashes caress the snow
My lips caress decayed flesh
My fingers caress cold stone walls
I feel so empty of thought
But so full of Youth
I fall Down the well
and land in clouds
rain falls down my eye lids
hiding my crying tears
Your words of silence enrage me
Sheild your eyes from my crypt of amethyst
look away as i enter the hollow tree
Hide those questions above your head
you are no where ready for the responsibility
Who is there?
Someone else is in my bed
Such white life!
fighting against the dark frenzy
You wish to live?
Cuts my wings and feed your soul
your selfish corpse has already lived my life
A stab in the heart with a dagger of crystal
A new bud blooming into my tree of life
I see past the hail of spring
I feel the heat of the glacier
and the cold of the desert
the green of the sky
Beats down on my crop
The first black rose of the fall
Shatters as it hits the frosted floor
The Jester laughs and devours like a jackal in the night
I run with all my energy
my lace and skirts flying behind
my crown placed on my head
i passed the cottage of cherry
A unicorn of midnight speaks my name
and fell into the forest of serenity
not so serene i have come to realize
under the canopy of the great wild oak
he spoke to me
and i witnessed his story
i am whole again
and choose to wish on a lash once more

hi

Cory's Life


Im crying i am bleeding i am hurting i am screaming

I can let these feeling build up inside, i must find some-
where dark so i can hide.

I pull out the blade,as tears run down my face,
i slice open my flesh, im such a disgrace.

How many times will it take, till i learn from my mistakes.

Im taking my life,every time i pull out that knife,
i strech out my arm and then i slice,
this feeling isnt bad, its actully nice

Some say im sick,when they see my wrist,
I tell them im fine,look arnt i alive,
but really i am not afride of death i just want to die.

Blood is a gift from the demons of death,
i thank them every night befor i take my last breath.

Im not insane, or sick in the head,
I just hate my life,
wishing to be dead.

I dont do it because i depressed,sad and angry,
just to let out the hurt, the pain and the agony,

One at a time i cut open my vains,
i sit in numbness,poring out the rotten blood,
poring out hate and pain.

Blood is dripping from my finger tips, as my arm hangs next to my waste
I bring my hands to my mouth i am devoring it, addicted to the taste.

Late at night when the stars are starting to greet me, I lay in my bed quitly weeping,My mom walks in but i am peacely sleeping, she tip toes her way to my bed, Leans down wispers she loves me, then pecks my forhead and then gently hugs me,

When the sun comes up and there is no more moon, my mom knock on the door then enters my room,she starts to yell because of the blood on my sheets, she screams clean them up the come down to eat,

My brothers run around cursing and hitting, ones on the floor twiching and bleeding, i fall to my knees holding him close, hes inoccent and little i love him the most,

Every other kid that lives in this house doesnt know how to act or watch their mouth, cameron the eldest runs at me with a stick, then hits me in the face, i am bleeding all over he slip open my lip.

I chase him around then i throw him to the ground, then grab him by the hair drag him up the wooden stairs, the ask him why, he tells me some stupid ass lie, I hate their guts, I hope they all die.

I drive myself to school, all stessed out and clothes all bloody,
but as soon as i get to my locker i jack some from my buddy.

My boyfriend aproached me, today in the hall, he wiped of my tears and ask me what wrong,
I replyed dont worry, it just a little fight with my family thats all.

He said alright then held me tight, kissed me and told me everythings fine,

{this poem was written by:Corinteia Breann Connally [ME]}
=PLEASE DO NOT TAKE CREDIT (THIS IS MY LIFE AND I WROTE BASED ON ME)=
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